Chords
[Intro]
[G] [D] [Em] [D] [C]
[Verse 1]
[G]I'm gettin' older, [D]I think I'm agin' well
I wish [Em]someone had [D]told me I'd be [C]doin' this by myself
[G]There's reasons that I'm thankful, [D]there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's [Em]different when a [D]stranger's always [C]waitin' at your door
[Am]Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to [D]want me more
Than [G]anyone [F]before ([Em]Anyone before)
[Am]Too bad they're usually [Cm]deranged
[G]Last week, I realized I crave [D]pity
When I [Em]re-tell a [D]story, I make [C]everything sound worse
[G]Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at [D]healing
And [Em]maybe that's the [D]reason every [C]sentence sounds rehearsed
[Am]Which is ironic because when I wasn't [D]honest
I was still bein' ig[G]nored ([F]Lyin' for at[Em]tention, just to get neglection)
[Am]Now we're es[Cm]tranged
[Chorus]
[G]Things I once [D]enjoyed [Em]
[D]Just keep me em[C]ployed [G]now
Things I'm [D]longing [Em]for
[D]Someday, I'll be [C]bored of
It's so [Am]weird [D] [G] [F] [Em]
That we [Am]care so much, until we [Cm]don't
[Verse 2]
[G]I'm gettin' older, [D]I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm [Em]gettin' better at ad[D]mitting when I'm [C]wrong
[G]I'm happier than ever, at [D]least, that's my endeavor
To keep [Em]myself together and [D]prioritize my [C]pleasure
'Cause to be [Am]honest, I just wish that what I [D]promise
Would de[G]pend on what I'm [F]given ([Em]Not on his permission)
([Am]Wasn't my de[Cm]cision) To be abused, mm
[Chorus]
[G]Things I once [D]enjoyed [Em]
[D]Just keep me em[C]ployed [G]now
Things I'm [D]longing [Em]for
[D]Someday, I'll be [C]bored of
It's so [Am]weird [D] [G] [F] [Em]
That we [Am]care so much, until we [Cm]don't
[Outro]
But [G]next week, I hope I'm somewhere [D]laughin'
For anybody [Em]asking, I [D]promise I'll be [C]fine
I've had some [G]trauma, did things I didn't [D]wanna
Was too afraid to [Em]tell ya, but [D]now, I think it's [N.C.]time